After Much
Tribulation Come the Blessings
In a time and age
we no longer know much about there lived a man whose name was Job, known by all
as good, upright and honourable. He was also wealthy, with huge herds of sheep,
camels, oxen and asses. What really brought Job joy were his seven sons and
three daughters, for whom he built each a house. His sons and daughters were
great friends and would gather at each others houses to have fun and enjoy one
another’s company.
One day, whilst
his sons and daughters were visiting each other, a messenger came to Job
telling him the dreadful news that some robbers had attacked and killed his
plowman, taken his oxen and all of his asses. Whilst he was being informed of this, another
messenger came and told him that fire, had come down out of the sky and burned
all his sheep. All seven thousand of them!
Job must have been
astonished at this bizarre and awful news but imagine his shock when yet
another messenger came running to tell him that some Chaldeans had come and taken
all his camels too!
None
of these terrible events prepared him though, for the news that the final
messenger brought. His seven sons and three daughters had all been killed. A
strong wind had shaken the house until it had collapsed around them.
In
the space of one day Job had lost everything. He was in a complete state of
shock and grief. When he woke the following morning his whole body covered with
sores. His wife told him that God must
have abandoned him, that he should curse God and die. Job
sat in the ashes and didn’t want to just die, he wished that he had never been
born at all. He had lost all sense of purpose in life and sank into deep
despair.
It
wasn’t long before news of Jobs incredible tragedies came to be known to his friends,
three of which came to visit him and tried to offer him comfort. But rather
than comfort, they became yet another trial. They reprimanded him for having
secretly sinned and urged him to confess to them. Job began to wonder, maybe he was being
punished, but he couldn’t figure out for what. He began to search for answers
to the question, why is this happening to me?
Job
examined his heart and found nothing there that could justify such punishment
and treatment from God. In fact, he argued, there are men far worse and
ignorant of God who die surrounded by their family, wealth and in great
comfort. Sin could not be the reason for all these things happening to him.
As
Job defended himself to his friends he found himself asking deep questions of
God, of death and of life. Questions most of us probably ask too when we are
going through trying times.
Job’s first
question must be the most universal, asked of all people, of all religions,
ages, races and situations in life. Why does God allow suffering? How can he be
a loving, kind God, if he allows so many bad things to happen? Why does God
hate me and love everyone else?
For Job, the
answer to this question began with finding the deepest, most immovable part of
who he was. In the midst of his trial he found his foundation. He declared
‘Though He slay me, yet will I trust in him…’ Job knew that trials were given
to test us. He invited God to prove and test him, he was determine to remain
true.
Whenever we are
confused and doubts threaten our peace of heart and mind, the starting point to
regain that peace is always the same. Nephi taught it when he said. ‘ I know
that he loveth his children, nevertheless I do not know the meaning of all
things.’
It is not for us
to know all things. But the one thing that God does try to tell us over and
again, is to believe with our hearts, to simply trust his love. I have learnt
from my own experience that when I simply remember that he does love me, my heart becomes open and ready to be taught. When I have any thoughts other than this, my heart cannot be open, I cannot
be taught.
In Jobs account
there is no evidence to suggest that Job found any lasting comfort in his
knowing this and testifying of it. His
grief and questions continued.
Faced with the
prospect of death, Job found himself also asking, what will happen if I do die?
Yet again he found spiritual knowledge within him, prepared, ready to answer. He
testified to his friends of his belief in the resurrection; ‘though after my
skin worms destroy this body, yet in the flesh shall I see God.’ Job did not
fear death.
It is possible
that Job, with everything taken from him and only life left, that he started to
re-evaluate his priorities. It is one thing that many trials force us to do. To
remember the things that are most important and discard those that demand our
attention but do not give lasting happiness.
The next thing Job
questioned was God’s justice. He pointed out that there were people who never
acknowledge God, worship him or pray to him. They see no profit in doing so and
live out their days contentedly, doing no real good and no real bad.
Job knew and
recounted that every person shall be rewarded for the life they have lived on
this earth and none shall escape in the end. Since Job trusted God and believed
in the resurrection, he could also find sense in the eventual meeting out of
God’s justice, and his mercy at the last day. He was not deceived by the
seeming unfairness of life. God would make it fair on judgement day. Job had
the eternal perspective
However, Jobs obedience
and the strength of his testimony did
not comfort him. He exclaimed that God was hidden from him. He sought him, but
could not find him. God had deserted him.
The story in the
bible says that Job had to repent before God accepted him. Even though Job was
a good and upright man and others called him perfect, the scriptures stated
that Job was perfect in his own eyes. He was not perfect in God’s eyes. This has
been the same for myself. Job and I,
although we knew what was right and did what was right, neither of us were
really knew God. I discovered that I wanted to do good because I liked being
acknowledged as good, and it flattered my ego to think of myself as such. Job
and I needed to be humbled and reminded of exactly who God was, of his power
and perfection and our unworthiness.
The fact is that
even when we are doing our best we are going to be making a lot of mistakes. Being
caught up in good works does not excuse us from the need to repent. In fact it
is vital to our efforts that we do listen and repent. We could end up causing
as much damage as good.
The poetic
language of Elihu, the young man who teaches Job with the spirit, refers to
Christ, of there being a ransom paid for us that our souls might be brought
back from the pit. In truth there is not one of us that is so good that we do
not need the atonement. The very goodness of the righteous can become a
liability.
It happened to the
Pharisees and Sadducees who were so obedient to the law but failed to recognise
the Saviour for who he was. The Saviour cannot save us until we see the peril
we are in. The problem with the obedient is that their goodness keeps them from
many of the consequences of sin and so don’t feel a need to truly seek him, and
come to realise their dependence on Him. Trials, and the humility we need to
overcome them, help us see and remember our reliance on Him.
Knowing that tests
and trials are to strengthen our faith, doesn’t mean that we automatically HAVE
that trust in God. How can we get that trust ? By God proving to US that he is
always with us, no matter what. We talk about
trials being the test of OUR faith and trust in God, but they are also the
creation of our faith and trust. When hard and difficult and challenging times come
God asks us to put Him to the test and so discover that He will not let us
down. That he WILL keep His promises. He is worthy of our trust.
In our trials we can begin to
understand the nature of our Heavenly Father, accept and believe him when he
says that he is all knowing, all powerful and will lift us up. When we emerge
from a test it is our responsibility to take that reassurance through to the next
one, so that we doubt less and conquer a little more. If not, we retake the lesson,
and God will keep trying to prove himself to us until we get it.
It would seem that
Job learnt this too. His end was greater than his beginning, the Bible records.
Blessings DO come after tribulation, but I do not think that the most
significant blessings were in the number of camels, sheep, oxen, asses or
children Job regained after his trial. The scriptures say that Job SAW God. He
came to truly know Him because of his trials. Christ taught… this is LIFE
ETERNAL that they might Know thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom
thou hast sent. Eternal life is the greatest of all the gifts and blessings of
God.
In coming to know my Heavenly Father I have realised that God himself has trials to face. Being exalted doesn’t mean you don’t have times of sorrow. After all we, his children, cause him a
lot of trouble. Enoch saw him weep for the world before the floods came. Christ
wept for Lazarus, just before he rose him from the dead. He suffered for our
sins in Gethsemane and on the cross and God
the Father felt deep anguish for His Son as he did so. Our God is a God who
suffers, and we want to be like him.
Why
then would we want to be as God?
Because God has
power over all things, including grief and sorrow. I see God not denying his
feelings, but accepting the sorrow and then allowing it to pass. He feels the
anguish, but does NOT feel despair. He feels grief, but NOT discouragement,
depression or doubt.
He wants us to be
like him. Which means that we do not allow ourselves to be a victim to the evil
which besets us. We need to sorrow in our hard times without succumbing to the
temptation, to doubt or despair, holding on to our faith which enables us to
keep His Spirit with us. Which is a spirit of hope, peace, love and also JOY!
Yes, it is possible to feel even joy in the middle of turmoil because we do not
discard our faith. This is what God wants us to achieve. To become people that
no sorrow can overwhelm, no heartache ensnare.
The lesson that Job
had to learn was that if we have trust in God then we do not ask ‘why?’ Trust
simply doesn’t need to ask. We submit and we accept, and it is in accepting the
trial we begin to gain mastery over it. In the scriptures, this reliance and
trust in God is often called, ‘rest’, which is reassuring!
I testify that blessings do come after much
tribulation, I know this for myself. The truest and greatest blessings are peace,
coming to know my Father in Heaven and a deeper trust in Him and greater strength
for future trials that will undoubtedly come.